The Lonliness

The loneliness

Another night that I won’t be able to sleep. 
Another day that I won’t be able to smile. 
Staring at a ceiling with thoughts so deep. 
Nothing I can do but lay here awhile.

Time has left me so utterly alone. 
I try to stay strong and fight.
No matter how I try my feelings are shown.
I can’t tell anymore what wrong from what’s right.

The grass is no longer green. 
The sky is marvelously grey.
My future though far off and unseen,
Is slowly but ultimately fading away.

I can’t keep going. 
I won’t even try.
As my heart continues slowing, 
What’s lost is gone, no more good byes.