Oh, the waves of my heart are constantly pounding the shore of my mind! Why am I so lost when it comes to matters of love? I need guidance! Someone to tell me to wake up and move on. I fear even that won’t be enough though. I must bare this burden and strive to move forward and let thoughts only wonder. He will not fit with me nor I with him. We are stripes and spots. We are water and fire. Only now I can see through the water so clear. Only now have the ripples faded and the tiny pebbles of truth are visible. Life will go on. Hopes and aspirations will continue to come. What can’t happen now might happen later. Real love always finds a way.